scrolling up and down my contact in my phone ,
realize that not many i could really , count on , lean on .
did tell some of my friends but not all things i want to
said have said out , doesn't mean i don't love my
friends okay :D i love them simply alots kays :)
is just that i don't really share secrets with peoples .
i always keep secrets/problem all to myself .
because i know , it will never be solved ~
these who know me well should know that .
try to understand me inside-out okays ?
i don't know why i will blog about this .
maybe i find lifes is unfair to me :/
all the unhappy things all come to me .
but i am fortunate i have met lots of
great , helpful , gentlemen , listener , joker ,
friends in ite :D
sorry for a boring post .
& now is 1203am .
it take me so long to write this post :X
ALL THE BEST CLIQUE FOR TMRL PAPER :D
SO DO I , DEAR FRIENDS ,TAKE GOOD
just finish writing my poa notes , unit 1 to 10 :D
from thursday till today then manage to write finish .
3 hours of sitting down there writing & writing non-stop .
try to memorize it as well ~i very worry for my poa .
the module which i have no confidence at all la .
yesterday
im late for school again :/ laughs ~ then went in for poa lesson , get our
beo notes finally , thanks mdam siti :) she given beo notes for the last
term examination too . Then nothing much , beo lesson next , finish
copying the answer for unit 9 to 12 :D me weiyi and khenghong walk
around the whole school after that . Shifu , do take good care of your
self la ~ he have no voice to talk , laughs . End school at 11 , we girls
stay in the classroom chats plus resting . The guys went up to the self
access room , we girls went down to canteen to wait for them , then
off from school . Train back with ray as he working at cwp , chats in
the train ~ Then reach home at around 1pm , use awhile of computer ,
prepare & went out at 3pm . Meet weiyi & khenghong at aljunied , we
train to expo , visit the IT fair ~ Saw wahida & aloysius there ,then we
walk around & around , i very sleepy lur O.o , Then finally left there ,
to airport for study .before that they went for their dinner first then
off to terminal 2 , somewhere to study ~ can't really study but after
that we did finish up the revision paper ~ Then we left that place
at 8plus . Then went to the terminal 3 macdonald , bought fries &
we stay there for quite sometime as well , weiyi & khenghong
playing games , i still very sleepy :X laughs but still busy smsing .
Left there around going 10pm . Train back , reach home 1120pm :)
but it turn out to be nothing :/ have been 2months...
nothing much in school today ,poa and
bpf lesson . Stay in b4/203 with clique
& mr daniel tan , was watching drama but boring ~
then playing with mr daniel tan Iphone ; the games .
IS FUN,FUN,FUN!:D
&homed;study poa later .
BYEEEEEEE!
hard work really paid off ~
& maybe tmrl can get to know our grade ?!
hell fast , still not prepared to know =x
left with poa & beo , all the best people .
beg lesson , free time again , wees!*
surfing the net , playing pet society .
then break , then poa lesson .
doing work .
end school at 3 .
sleepy , rest in the canteen with
LOUD MUSIC INTO MY EARS !(:
is good to listen loud music when...
went library with weiyi & shameemah .
came khenghong & ray .
saw a cute little girl there :)
then off .
updated my wishlist & timetable .
can't fulfill the wishes there der ~
laughs .
first lesson nothing much , mr daniel tan lesson :D poa lesson next ,
For the moment i hope i can don't go think about it anymore .
Examination period , i must 100% all into it . I hope i can :/
maybe because of you , i can't really study last few days ~
ALL OF THE PROJECTS DONE , FINALLLYYYY !last night 10plus study till 12am , draw draw , write write .
did i say anything wrong ?
cherish you is it a crime ?
taking you as a good good friend is it wrong ?
worry about you is it wrong ?
from that day i started to be close with you ,
my feeling to you as a friend just going deeper & deeper .
GOOD FRIEND NOTHING ELSE .
i still can remember what you said about me & to me .
" when you need me , you can call me down "
" if you ....... , you will be ...... "
from don't know when it started you calling us out .
chats , jokes , laughter , talking our problem outs , hang out at nights .
have you all forgotten ??????
i just want you back seriously .
i thought after few weeks without contact each other ,
i will get rid you out of my mind & i thought i did it .
but after something bad happen to you again ,
you is back to my bloody mind again , fuckkk !
can you stop ignoring me ?!
yesterday stay at home the whole day , start studying my bpf at 7plus ,
study till 9plus :D today wake up at around 11plus prepare and went to
meet wahida first at her house area , then bus to jurong east to meet
up with ray & teckwhye . Train down to pasir ris , in the train did flip
thought my bpf notebook & they start to talk nonsense again , i dont
wish to entertain them =x Hell heavy rain when we reached . Bus then
get down , heavy heavy rain lur ! With that small umberella , no use i
think , the rain is hell heavy please , Ray shelter me & wahida , all 3
of us is super wet especially my poor bag :( I worry my bag more
then myself ; laughs :D Till when is teckwhye & wahida's sis turn
to shelter back the rain getting smaller like what the , me wahida
& ray is super wet la ~ Super cold lur .. We saw shimin there .
Then went somewhere to sit then walk to the Costa sand then
went to settle the class chalet but without the ntuc card , so
ask teckwhye called shimin as she is there , so ask her to
ask his dad for help , then walk back there to meet up with
shimin & his dad , thanks to her dad :) We have booked
our class chalet . Train back with wahida ray teckwhye
and shimin . I alight at city hall & back home . Off to
my bpf revision :)
someone own me a meal , whee! :)*
& hope i wont get fever tonight or when la , tmrl still have school ! HEADACHES SHOOO SHOO SHOOO !
yesterday .
ray ask me call him to wake him up at 2am ,
but he din manage to wake up =x laughs .
projects really give my fucking headaches can !
up coming things ! examination , presentation ,
class chalet , clique chalet & graudation cermony on 2oo9 :)
5th FEB :D i hope all will be going cause i want to enjoy this day ~
during lunch time , watched madagascar 2 ; ray's psp :D thanks !
after school went up to self access room to finish up bpf project .
finding the wedding package with weiyi while wahida doing the
presentation things & stuff . Gossip about the " hey gorgeous "
many non-poly students also inside lur -.-" we keep laughing
down there . Left there 5plus . Train back with ray & homed .
was chatting with khenghong in msn , talking about higher
nitec & etc , i want to go higher nitec and want to go same
course with khenghong &co (: Thanks shifu for your words :)
I feel so touch when so many ppl out there is there for me !
never regret knowing you all , im happpppppppyyyyyyyyy ~
♥ SO GLAD TO HAVE YOU ALL AS MY FRIENDS (':
ESPECIALLY THIS 3 FRIENDS OF MINEEEEEEE :)
mrs ang on course so no lesson :)) Was chatting with friends in class and
awhile later play khenghong's psp , WORMS! ^.^ Then play cards game
with khenghong ray & junqiang . Then nothing much , so do pyramid with
the uno cards (: Then went down for the talk from mr daniel tan & senior ,
i hope i can get to higher nitec ; JIAYOU friends(: & kh's cousin is good
looking =x LOl .Then break ler , then celebrate michelle wee's advance
birthday , her birthday fall on tmrl . The cake look beautiful & yummy (((:
Then went up for POA lesson , me & weiyi forget our password so we
went up to get it (: Then finally done with servey & etc . End school at 3 .
We stay in SR 4 to discuss the chalet(s) we have , confuse confuse ~
Then left around 4 . Clique all walk in the rain except me :X me with
mine black umbrella (: Me ray weiyi went to novena :D Walk around
the shopping mall , boring place . After that we settle somewhere to
chats :) nice chatting with both of them . Then went off around 7pm?!
Then weiyi left ler , me & ray went to woodlands ; cwp . Shop around
there . Left there at 9pm , anyway thanks ! :)
AIDS talk on LT , video watched . Went back class for POA ,
no lesson conducted . Grade A for my SOT :D , lots of thanks
to khenghong` shifu for that . $500 left at class fund . Will be
having two chalet on the december or maybe 3 ?! will have
class chalet & clique chalet . 4t1 O7 chalet maybe , still no
info yet . LOOKING FORWARD ! then went down to imm
with clique ; lunch at burger king then went back to school
for beg ; exam over but visitors is here ; so conduct lesson .
End school at 3 , stay in the canteen with friends :) Hai , do
my bpf work instead burst music into my ears ! Then going
5pm bus to IMM with kh,ray,tw . Our age have increasee !!
hundreds++ years old ! 6plus off from there ~ Then off to
somewhere . NO BPF PAPER TMRL :)
reach class at 930am :X dilly dally take my own sweet time to school .
I wish I can like turn back time and then change everything .
YESTERDAY
school again , poa unit 8 & 9 class test beo lesson next , playing
cards in class with friends :) went for bpf extra lesson with weiyi
wahida diana shameemah khenghong ray teckwhye junqiang .
Home after that . Use the computer . Meet up with khenghong
junqiang and guangrong at admiralty mrt station at 7pm , went
over to cresent park :) the guys playing psp non stop ! bloody
no mood lur ~ :( came eunice , soon came weiyi & andrea .
Something happen make me very upset :(( stay there till 9
plus . Me eunice weiyi andrea khenghong went over to mac
& slack , chats, psp-ing ~ went home around 1030 pm .
TODAY
sorry friends for not replying you in msn & not answering your
phone call . I don't have the mood to talk at all . I'M SORRY ~
i cry again today :'( just imagine an arrow shooted into your
heart :X that the pain i have now ! blog is where i dare to
vent out :X
Why things must end up like this ?!?! i just lost a
sorry to these i throw temper at today .
sorry for not replying you when you talk to me .
i want to thanks my lovely friends ~
Last night , very early offline due to , nothing to do and yet no mood . I go and
study my bpf and i slept very early last night . Wake up at 9am , then prepare
and off ~ Meet shameemah & weiyi to school . Went back class for an hour
lesson , and my mood change lur :( 1pm off from school . I there listening to
my songs & sleeping in the bus , my tears coming out soon , but i bear it ! :(
we reach simei ite around 40 mins later . Went up to the hall walk around
and soon off ler as nothing much to do there also . Walk around the whole
school , eunice not in school today ~ Then went back to the hall & find the
guys . Then we went off around 2plus . Something happen , we have been
walking and walking non stop and is more then 2.4 la . Together with many
of us , more then 10?! very hot weather . Finally we reached east point .
Teckwhye & wahida went off from there . Me weiyi diana khenghong ray
shameemah andrea junqiang yuting went to KFC eat . We walk around
I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH :(
can anyone save me ?!:X
reach school just right 9am :) Saw wahida in the bus . So went in to school
together . Went back to class for BEO , hell boring lesson , i finding ppl to
sms with , my hand itchy lur , friends , please do pei me to sms alright ?(:
Then beg , we went to the computer lap , playing games as no lesson &
teacher not around as well . Then break , was going to buy food from the
rice table but ray's itchy hand keep making my hair , so i change stall :)
and something really make me feel negative about this matter :( I don't
know what wrong actually , suan ler , i hope all the misunderstanding
will be over soon . Then stay in the canteen , listen to songs and sms
all the way . Then went for POA lesson , an hour teaching and no more
ler . We know a big secret of meiqi :X LOl . Slack all the way till end
school . Went down to canteen and back to class to find the guys .
Teckwhye keep pushing me for don't know what reason ! ARGG ~
Then around 4 , left the school . Reach homed 5plus :) tmrl start
school at eleven & will be going SIMEI ITE , career fair , BYE !
Meet weiyi & shameemah to school , reach school , friends is studying for the
beg paper later on . I simply really don't have much confidence in this module ,
then soon came ray and khenghong . All flipping thought the book . Then went
up to class . Surprisingly , mr daniel tan din conduct lesson , classmates is do-
ing revision . Read thought beg but just can't get things into my head .Then next
is POA , ms yee also din teach , classmates doing revising so do i(: Then the
paper start at 11 , no comment for this paper . Then went down for break . Stay
in school , chit chatting, Michelle wee birthday on 20th ~ Then went back class
at 1pm . YES ! left POA , BEO & BPF paper . I must get good grade for this 3
module :) Beg paper is over , ms tay is not around as well , so no lesson ,play
UNO & "laugh" games in class with friends(: Lots of laughter!(: Around 2 mrs
ng let us off ler . That early lur , slack in the canteen , listen to music , resting ,
tired . Then awhile later decided to go to a classroom and slack , weiyi diana
and shameemah , 3 crazy women lur :X Lots of noise ! Then also play afew
round daidi . Then soon we went off ler . Train back with weiyi khenghong
& ray as usual . On my way home , saw shariena & weilee . Have a short
nothing much as exam is coming !! Heavy rain this morning , lucky me & weiyi
have entered the school before the rain fall :X Then went back to class for bpf ,
revision for the first period but din really study lur :X Then second period have
mock test . Hand in our bpf project .Then break at 1030 ?! Ate in school as
usual , then went back class at around 1130 , slack , waited for lesson to start ,
beo lesson , hate this lesson the most lur , fucking boring ~ as compare to the
teacher who is teaching , i rather study by myself , my own . Then have mock
test again , anyhow do :/ because i din study at all , two mock test in a day lur
ARG ! Then end school ler , we went to self access room to do beo project ,
beo give us a hard time , its simply sucks ! So many projects lur that bloody
BEO ! Doing beo project with wahida & weiyi & also watching videos . While
ray shameemah teckwhye diana doing their bpf project as due date is today ~
Finally they are done (: Then went to the staff room looking for mr daniel tan
but he went home already so ms yee helped them to print out & place it on
daniel tan table . We were chatting with mrs ng there :) Then off ~ Train
back with weiyi khenghong ray (: Tmrl beg common test , just now was
Happy belated birthday ain ,
happy birthday chloe edmund regina laura meifong .
In the afternoon went down to cwp nokia to collect back my phone (: & at night
went over to grandma house , celebrate huiyi cousin advance birthday . I find
that mostly every sunday i have been eating cakes cakes CAKES ! Reach
home , waited for my brother to reach home , ask him to help me to print
out my bpf project , thanks(: tmrl is the final due date & finally done with
this project but not with the presentation {hate presentation the most :X}
and have yet to finish beo project , {another presentation}
Tuesday having beg common test paper , {exam coming}
have yet to study too , going study tmrl :X
last minutes ! :/ HAHAHA . Bye now!(:
ALL THANKS TO YOU ! HAPPY NOW ?!
Now adays have been sleeping quite early , wake up at 11plus then prepare& meet eunice at 12plus & train to cwp as i going to repair my phone . Quite a long queue , then wait for my turn , not really very long as i expected . The coming tuesday then can collect back my phone . Then shop around there :) Then went home at 2plus , watch hongkong drama again . Then went to have my nap at 4plus :/ now adays keep very sleepy lur :X Then wake up around 6plus , saw wahida online , help up with BPF project & i done the left over parts , the financial goal & the conclusion and thanks junqiang for teaching me in msn :) that all of the day ~
FRIENDS FOR YOUR INFO , MY HANDPHONE ARE ON SERVICE ;( CURRENTLY DIN USE ANY PHONE .
school start at 8 today :( early huh ?! then went back class for POA lesson ,
nothing much & i break my record , the arrow game , 500plus , WUHUU !(:
Then listen to radio & yar tmrl i going go & repair my phone :( How sad lur .
Then end lesson ler , went to the canteen , then bought food up to class to
eat . Then nothing much also then end class ler . Stay in the classroom as
usual . Weiyi & shameemah went out , i stay in class with wahida prahbu
khenghong ray teckwhye junqiang . See the guys play daidi as usual . Me
& prabhu keep cursing tw to lose :/ HAHAHAHAHA . so bad of us lur ! :X &
khenghong keep winning of course (: Teckwhye ask me to pei him join the
campus superstar :X i want but i scare O.o LOl .Then went down to look for
the others . Down there chit chatting and also playing the carrom game with
khenghong ray & junqiang and let the time pass faster , fun playing (: Then
we went for bpf extra lesson , me weiyi & shameemah seat together , we 3
keep eating snacks(: not nice one , we pass it to khenghong & co . Findd
the lesson quite boring :X end the extra lesson at 2plus . Then khenghong
& co go and print their project while rest of us wait for them at the canteen
then left the school with weiyi shameemah khenghong ray teckwhye . Ray
& Shameemah went off from bus interchange . Me weiyi & khenghong took
bus to IKEA(: Chit chatting in the bus , then walk to IKEA :) Nice shopping
around there . Keep taking photos photos! (: Then walk up & down , then
we went to the ikea restaurant & cafe for our late lunch (: Quite special lur ,
take the tray & everything ourself and can refill our drinks , how many times
also can :D cool lur ~ spend $ 7 total for each of us . Then went to queen-
way shopping centre walk around & off !(: Weiyi took different bus from us .
Me & khenghong took bus together to MRT & we walk different way ler .
Reach home around 630 . I have 67 photos in total , afew here :)
*in the end , me & weiyi din bought that stuff :(
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.
does it apply to me ??
i guess so after reading it (:
I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT !
i just read his blog , find that he is not that type like you lur(:
so should blog about today jiu hao . Reach school around 925am ?! Went for
BEO lesson . boring is what i can say for this lesson everytime . Was chatting
in the class with weiyi & khenghong (: Then went for BEG lesson but teacher
was not there . No classroom for us as well , stay outside the classroom wait
till break at 12 . Surprisingly and shock because the guys tell me that they are
coming over to my house to get the carrom board now ! , bus to jurong and
then train back to my house with weiyi , khenghong ray andd junqiang during
our break time .Then take ler straight left & cab back to school . Same cab
with weiyi & ray , while khenghong junqiang another cab :D Simply hate the
cab smell lur because it make me very giddy ~ HAHAHA ! In the cab , we
keep laugh and laugh(: Ray paid ~ thankyou . Then reach school around
140 . Bought food up & went back to class . No lesson leh , siock ~ Was
playing the carrom game in class with friends(: , At that time , heavy rain
again , remind me of yesterday the jurong mrt platform were floodeddd :X
LOl . Then end class went down to canteen , weiyi , teckwhye & wahida
went off to IMM , while the others in canteen . Then diana ,shameemah
and andrea also left ler . I left with khenghong ray & junqiang and bus to
JE , only me khenghong & ray alight as junqiang going back home and
we meet weiyi there(: we 4 , me weiyi khenghong & ray went off to the
library :D We chit chats alot there lur , many many jokes there and we
left there 6plus . Train back with them & reach home 715pm :X
meet up with weiyi and off to school , then went for lesson at 9am , mr daniel
tan say SH coming but in the end also never come -.-" Then boring lesson lur ,
projects :( Then finally end lesson at eleven . Then break , stay in school for
lunch as usual . Then BEO lesson , yeah ~ mrs ang never come . Don't have
her lesson lur :) Then stay in the classroom to wait and see whether we can
leave or what ~12plus prabhu say we can leave , this is the first time school
end so early . But we girls are outside the classroom , playing psp , listen to
music , chats while the guys inside the classroom , they can tahan without fan
lur because is spoil :X Then we went back ,but we haven left yet , weiyi and
shameemah use the sweep the floor hit here and there lur & till it spoil :X ray
keep stop me from listen to music from my ear piece itself , is either he stop
the music or pause when i press play or keep press-ing next song . Because
khenghong & him want to get the board or want to come my house and play
but i worried my mum is at home & she will nag :X Is not i don't want you all
to come , so sorry friends :( Then in the end never come ler . I feel so bad
lur ~ Some how i scare ray alittle lur :X HAHAHAH(; then we walk to the mrt
station, decided where to go , in the end me weiyi & khenghong decided to
go to changi airport :D In the train playing with khenghong's psp (: We walk
around terminal 1 - 3(: & thanks khenghong , he bought sweets for us & bring
of us around the airport . Then went home around 5pm , reach home 630 :D
