When no one loves me, I will learn to love myself.
thatdreamlarh ;(
Thursday, January 29, 2009 -{'11:07 PM
I WISH THAT DREAM IS REAL ONE !
yesterday was tired so din update yesterday ;O I have a dream on the tuesday night , a dream i though is a real one and it really look real larh ;( but till i wake up the next day is not ;( how i wish that dream is real want , i won't be writing it down here bah . How come i will dream of that ?? If want to know then ask me bah . I will always remember that dream forever . Wake up and use awhile ofcomputer . Last minutes friends say coming over to my house . So ask jiajie in msn . Use the computer till 2plus and they finally arrived ;D Lazy to go fetch them so ask them come their own as they know the way to my house ~ Finally they arrived (; serve them drinks . Then start gambling with them . This year is my luck soooo unlucky ?! play daidi ten rounds i lose all ten rounds ! Can you imagine how much i lose :/ LAUGHS ._.Then decided to play 21 points . Din won much , lose more larh ;( 3 of them did won but not me arghhh ! so suay !LOSELOSELOSE ! I think my money is mostly is inside ray's pocket ; LOL . i manage to win 2 rounds of daidi after that . 3 days of cny i have been losing and not winning . End the game at 6pm . While watching tv programme jiajie and ray keep arguing . hahahah ~ Me and teckwhye can't stand them . Left with them at 630 and i went to my grandma house . Visitor came over , don't know their name , my grandma take care of her when she's a baby . one more red packet -.- Watch tv till 10 and homed . Today stay at home the whole day . Watch The Legend of Brown Sugar Chivalries , is a nice show larhhhhh :D
I HATE PPL SAY ME LIVING SO SHIBAI , FUCKYOU ! I HAVE MY WAY OF TALKING IS NONE OF UR BUSINESS !
FUCK !
2nd day of cny ;
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 -{'11:29 PM
hellohello ;D
second day of chinese new year , don't have enough sleep larh :/ very tired .wake up at 8plus prepare and went over to grandma house as we going temple for praying . Back to grandma house around 11. Watch doraemon show . Slack at there . play daidi & mahjong with cousins . We order pizza too :D yummy yummy ~Then went up to the rooftop as weilee is up there . Nice view leh :D Then went back . Play 21 points lose ;( my red note ! lol . Then soon play another time , different method to play . The banker open the card and show us so we can choose whether we want to reduce the money to bet anot . LOL ~ Then i lose till very jialat , i lose all my money i bring larh .although is not much but shenshen borrow me :D Then have dinner then continue to play cards , different game . Then we want to learn MAHJONG ! yeap :D did learn alittle , the basic only . Then start playing around 8pm to 1030pm ?! backbone pain . Did won a few rounds ~ hahaha . I did enjoy playing mahjong . Then went back home .
I HATE ADULTS ASKING QUESTION TODAY MAN ! >.<
FUCK !
lunar new year ; MOOOO ~
Monday, January 26, 2009 -{'11:58 PM
CNY ! I don’t really adore new year, especially for this year . I don’t feel happy . I simply hate ppl asking questions , saying people , what so ever stuff larh .
yesterday reunion dinner as usual every year . After dinner went into the room and it time for gamble ;D terence the banker , sit beside him can peek his card , he know im doing that , HAHAHA ;) Din win & lose either :/ Play till 9pm went to watch tv programme , from taiwan , count down for cny . At 1130 start chanting . Send cny msges to friends ;D happy or sad about something ?! i don't know either . Stay at grandma house till 1plus am and went home . Use awhile of computer and off to sleep at 2am . Wake up at 9plus , prepare everything and went off to grandma house again to bainian ;) have mianxian ! :D iloveit ~ Stay inside the room for quite sometime . Stay there till 1230 and off to grandmother house . A boring one , sorry to say that . Kunhwa change alot ;) Left there around 3pm . Went back home and put stuff and went back to grandma house again , watch tv again .Around 5 plus start gambling again , shuling was here :D play till 630and have our dinner , got buffet somemore ;/ lol . Watching tv till 8pm then start gambling again , only gambling can waste the time there . I lose 7 seven bucks ~ Play till don't know what time , they played " in between " a game which they play till very excited . Start to get sleepy :/ Watch tv till 1030 & i went home . Tmrl morning still going to temple . Now the time is 1250am .
REPLIED TAG ;
SHIMIN! : Happy cow ; moo year(:
SHIMIN! : HAHAOKAYS.
reply : happy NIU year to you too :D boring .
weiyi : hahas. ya lahs. only can wait till 31jan! haahs :( hahahs. happyCNY too (: angbao & angbao & more angbaosssss~
reply : better then nothing mah , 31st still waiting for that day . This year lesser angbao :/
ReGiNa : HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =)
reply : thanks you , you too :D
wahida : HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! MAY YOU SMILES ALWAYS.
♥JASLIN(: : happy new year girl! all the best to you! :)
reply : happy lunar new year to you too :D thanks you too ~
CONTINUE TO TAG ME ALRIGHT ;)
good night , sweet dreams pleaseee !
FUCK !
Saturday, January 24, 2009 -{'10:33 PM
HAPPYCHINESENEWYEARIN
ADVANCEEVERYBODY;D
i have finish watching hotshot already (: Indeed a great basketball match , loveit . luozhixiang and jerry is shuai dai ler la ;D I also love the "SUPERMAN" song with the dance step they dance . This holiday i have finish three show already , game about love ; brown sugar macchiato & hot shot . Next show i will be watching the 黑糖群俠傳;The Legend of Brown Sugar Chivalry .This whole weekdays have been eating outside for lunch and dinner , doing more house work not like before Mum work OT that why ;( Everyday brother keep waking me up larh ; irritating man . One more thing i keep having dreams every single day . Bad dreams and weird dreams larh :( wth . Can you imagine horror + the japanese soldiers chasing me & shoot me till death :/ hell scary la . At least give me 1 nice and sweet dreams larh , what wrong sia ?! very very seldom i have dreams when im asleep & yet now ... almost everyday ! I just want a peaceful night . I MISS FRIENDS SO MUCH . Tmrl as usual every year will be going over to grandma house for reunion dinner ; steamboat ~ only looking forward for the red packets & the gambling , heees !
friends , remember on the 31st hor ! ;D
FUCK !
BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO <3
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 -{'6:46 PM
BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO <3
黑糖玛奇朵 !
i love this drama :D from all the drama i have watch , this drama make me tears the most (': no matter girls or boys , their friendship is really awesome :D whatever they do to their friends is really very touching . very touching & keep make me cry T.T ~ their bondings , concern , love EVERYTHING :) add on , this drama is funny ; laughing plus crying . LOl . now then i know why so many peoples love WANGZI already (: sorry for not posting in this blog for such a long time .
PS: FYI , i removed nuffnang .
*something i don't wish to write it here will be elsewhere then :D *
FUCK !
Mcky Unlimited !
Friday, January 16, 2009 -{'11:35 PM
Mcky Unlimited <3
after cny , im coming ! :D
loss of words ; i don't know what to type so ,
let me tell you a lie .
i've get over you (:
FUCK !
passengers !
Thursday, January 15, 2009 -{'11:17 PM
PASSENGERS !
before meeting up with andrea , shop around at causeway myself ! (:
meet up with andrea at woodlands platform at 240pm . Train down to
amk hub , catch a movie ; passengers ! front part was boring but behind
part is exciting okays ! about horrific plane crash ~ is a horror story but
i din see any ghost ? HAHAHA(; is just dead people and that girl din
know she have already dead after the guy told him . But why they still
can talk with these ppl living . After all i still don't understand this movie .
Ask for this job but they need full time la :( & is located at jurong point .
i want that job ! :x LOl . Okays then train down to cck , saw yankui in
the train . Saw many friends today there la , how nice yar (; Went to
mac ; saw junde teckwhye dengjun patrick working :D Went to find
aloysius as he working at courts . After that went to look for ray . He
shock till us but not purposly one , LOL . Went down with him as he
buying dinner then went off , stay at cck till 9plus & homed .
I have ready to let this friend go but why does my hearts still hurts ?
FUCK !
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009 -{'10:41 PM
Why can't you be alittle more like him
and why can't he be alittle more like you ?
a round of a applause to weilee , getting 14 points for her o level result :D
hope she can get in to the poly course she wants , god bless her . Yesterday
went back to school , i miss that school so much :x just entered the train not long
after ray called , din know he coming too till he told me , LOl . Meet up with weiyi
and khenghong at the bus stop & bus to school and i hates the adult fare lurrr .
Admiralty to clementi charge $1.54 , back and forth $ 3 + . Bloody expensive ,
money eaten man ~ Went to the hall look for junqiang and teckwhye as they
having the CCA fair . Went to the canteen saw mr daniel tan :D chat at there
with them & his students . Went up to the stuff room with them and saw mrs
ng . Chat & laughter there . Went to mr daniel tan relief class . Many new
faces already lor . All the office classes name change as well . OA-OF !
is what i heard . Soon joyce came , chat inside b4/203 with them while
mr daniel tan showing his class boring video :x Soon 230 left . Went to
canteen to wait for the time to pass . 3 went to the general office . Apply
the course we want already , finally came ray . The guys soon left while
me weiyi joyce and colleen stay in school . Sorry to them :x & homed .
* pray & god bless to clique and friends for the courses they chosen .
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if i ....
you , your ownself willing to pay me a visit i rather be it .
FUCK !
Monday, January 12, 2009 -{'12:15 AM
I LOVE MY BACKROUND HERE ! :D
FUCK !
sorry ppl ~
Sunday, January 11, 2009 -{'12:06 AM
You came at the right time ,
Left at the wrong time .
my temper now a days is bad and is real bad . about small little problem , my temper will be out anytime . talk to people also don't feel like talking & not happy like that . really don't have the mood and "LOVE" to quarrel with people . in msn as well & easily get irritated .. sorrysorry ,why am i become like this huh ? HAHAHAHAAH . i don't know i think my friends won't know as well . out of a sudden i want to see my friends la . Sorry to these ppls , these i talk to them not willingly i guess . Last night start a long long drama , watching 剪刀石头布; Game About Love ~ quite a nice drama :) ppl do watch it :D After my dinner today went down to have a stroll . I nearly ..... but i wish to . Walk around my house area . :D
FUCK !
BACK TO POST :D
Thursday, January 8, 2009 -{'11:18 PM
after so long im back to post ! (; been stay at home for the past 3 days , boring la ~ using the computer without fail ! :x yesterday midnight was playing viwawa ; big 2.5 with ray and teckwhye till 2am and was also chatting with a friend in msn :D Fall asleep at 3am ~ Wake up around 10plus , use a short while of the computer , prepare and train down to yishun to meet up with my mother . Went to trim & cut my hair like finally . Shop around north point & i bought myself cny top at MM1 . When i was in the shop , saw a aunty complaining . Why do aunties like to complain so much ? Why can't they talk nicely but create more trouble ?! I dislike going out with my mother la . Like i say ; teenagers and adults have different thinking of what they like etc . I was arguing with my mother la , she keep pointed these top that she think is nice ?! of course , i don't find it nice at all , so old la the colour -.- she want me to try on , but i don't want ! and then she say me stubborn and scold whatever shit she wants . I just feel so @$#%%^ ! fuck la . Shopping with anger ?! wth man ~ I don't mind peepos looking la and one more thing when i find that top is nice but she don't find it nice at all and don't want me to buy it but still buy it in the end . When i am out with her , i will fed up very easily la . That why i prefer to go out with friends!(: Less anger :x mr daniel tan msg me to apply courses on monday and something else !(: HAPPYHAPPY !:D only some close one knows .
I SHALL GIVE UP ON YOU ALREADY ; ALTHOUGH I DON'T WISH TO :( I REALLY DON'T WISH TO LA .. CAN WE STILL BE NORMAL FRIENDS ? I DON'T WANT TO LOSE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND :'( CAN I HAVE A TYPE MEDICINE THAT CAN ERASE ALL THE PAST TIME WITH YOU . AT LEAST I WON'T FEEL THE PAIN I HAVE NOW . HAI ~ THANK 'YOU' FOR MAKING ME LOSE THIS FRIEND !
i bought PURPLE in colour :D
FUCK !
Monday, January 5, 2009 -{'1:16 AM
How i wish my house have a rooftop
so that i can scream my heart out up there !
FUCK !
IP MAN ; YE WEN ! :D
Saturday, January 3, 2009 -{'11:02 PM
Watch IP man at home this afternoon . is a nice movie yar . but i hate janpanese peepos la . (L) kungfu / fighting show :D 4/5 for this movie :D
i (L) my new sofa ; ( quite a period of time ler ) i get to fall asleep very fast .
* how i wish you guys stay around my house area :( mostly all stay at another end .
FUCK !
i still love 2oo8 no matter what (:
Friday, January 2, 2009 -{'10:13 PM
多么的不舍;无论我是多么的不愿意 。 我怎么也改变不了你的想法 。 (i still cannot believe what i saw ..) i still (L) 2oo8 no matter what . thanks friends for giving me such a nice time in ite with you all (': although i have the worst 17th birthday celebration , forgiven :x thank you for giving me once a happy moment with you (': that period of time i really did cherish it . my heart start aching & i don't want that )': i wish to see you because i really miss you but .. don't dare to face & talk to you like we use to anymore . everything have changed ~ i have my reason for appearling offline during night . FUCKFUCKFUCK . i cry again , walao .
FUCK !
FIREWORKS <3
Thursday, January 1, 2009 -{'8:44 PM
I LOVE THE FIREWORKS
yesterday went out around evening , meet up with khenghong belwin and
teckwhye at jurong east , train down to cityhall . On the way there , acouple
quarrel very horrible in the train :/ the guy stand & bang on the wall ! :x
first time see such things happen in the train . Then went to find shimin &
co . We went to another place to wait . Soon came ray & jiajie :D We went
for dinner . Very hungry at that time . 5 guys with 1 girl ?! me khenghong
ray jiajie teckwhye belwin :D nothing much , they talk among themselves ,
went to marina square & have our dinner , many fast food , restaurants ,
food courts full of peepos la ! We wait for a short while outside yoshinoya .
Have our dinner there . Ate finish and we went back to the esplanade area .
We get to saw two of our classmates :D we saw nina and hijah ~ Have a nice
chat with hijah :D Seated on the floor & let the time pass . Nothing much ,
seated there going 3 hours bah , ray khenghong busy playing psp . Ray
psp going no battery , good for him :x chat with him there :) Soon really
nothing to do la , borrow pokercards from the peepos there . Thanks :)
See them play of course , also did play afew rounds soon weiyi join in :D
turn up ray no seats :x hahah . We played daidi to waste time ~ Soon
going strike 12am! (: All stand ~Did video ashort while of the fire works !
The fire works is beautiful (: i love it so much ~ wishing everyone happy
new yr , i want a happy 2oo9 :D Once the fireworks finish , everyone
there start leaving . Lots of lots of peepos la ! So difficult for us to walk
out of that place . Before going to cityhall mrt station , we sat down at
the church area . Around 1am , we walk to the mrt station , me & weiyi
left . While the guys toning :( reach home just nice 2am ~
i enjoy myself alot :) my whole 17yrs , first time countdown with clique :D Clique , can we celebrate joyful occasions together next year , next next year & so on ??
SMS YOU A HAPPY 2oo9 , i rather you don’t reply me at all . You reply makes me feel i no longer your friend anymore :( sorry .
more photos coming up .
FUCK !
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